.if you ask me I'm ready.

These past 3 months have been really tough on me. I haven't really been enjoying myself like I should. I've had a lot of hard lows. But I know that as soon I get to my lowest, cry my hardest, things turn around for me. I've gone through a season of tears, loneliness, and heartache. I'm so excited about this transition. Its soo necessary. Things are getting better. I believe it. I have to keep reminding myself that. I'm growing a bit impatient though.

I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place. With every decision I make, I'm happy with it, then the next couple of hours I'm not. I've been so indecisive. And I've been hearing a lot of peoples opinions being drilled into my head. I need a vacation. A break to just breathe and have fun. Feel good again.

This just drives me to accomplish something. I've been wishing and waiting for my turn for so long. I'm talking years. Yesterday was a good day. Today is eh.
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