.so what i'm still a rockstar.

.we are all little kids trapped in the body of an adult. we grow up making mistakes, being selfish, and not thinking right. it's like once we know what's right and wrong, then there is no more teaching- it's simply learning. we have one life to live, and we are our own teachers. mommy can't tell me what to do anymore, i have to take those steps alone. it's pretty crazy. little kids grow up to do the things that we saw as a child. trying to make something of ourselves because that's what we saw. noone taught us how to do it though. maybe that's why we mess up like we do. ahhh i'll never know.