.ive been gone for a minute.

.but i'm back with the jumpoff!! lol yo! i loveeee lil kim. she's my home skillet FORREAL! like i mean mad chicks are loving nicki minaj and she's cool, but kim will always be my girl. shooot i have a very close friend who in some ways is just like Kim lol.


.anyways!! i know i haven't been updating my blog [sorry to all those who do look at my page]. but i just haven't had too much to say. i've been thinking about everything and how im going to put myself forward. it's crazy how things happen. you never really imagine that things will turn out the way that they do when you are younger. it's funny how your world turns totally around. this morning i was watching Joel Osteen and he was talking about keeping your joy and praise even when times get rough. and right now times are pretty rough for me, but i'm going to keep my joy and my praise to the Lord because i know that it's just going to get better. :].

.so i got into a car accident and got my car totalled a while back and my godsister found me another car! it's not new. i'm not that fortunate lol but it's a car! i'm soo excited to get it and I can't wait until its finalized. like forreal, i just need to be freeeeee and go places and i feel so held back without a car. i know having a car this summer, will definitely make my summer all the better. i know that for a fact. i'm going to be out. i love going to the beach and even if it's just going to be me and my little sister, then that's what it's going to be. i just realized that im very independent. i'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing. but oh well that's just the way that the cookie is crumbling lol.

.my mom has been getting on my LAST nerves. at times she can be so negative. i mean i know that we don't always get along with our parents but UGH!!! i'm excited to go home, but i know that as soon as i do me and my mom are going to start arguing. i think the thing that went wrong, is that we grew to be friends. so it's like she gets comfortable with me lol [yo this sounds funny cuz this is my mom but real talk this is what bothers me] and she thinks that she can just say anything to me and i'm not going to say anything about it. um mom news flash, I'M A VERY OPINIONATED PERSON, you can't just say what you want and expect me to just swallow it and walk away. that's not how i roll. and my mom often forgets that. and then we argue and then i end up leaving lol. but i mean i do love my mom. i'm just realizing a lot of things are different between us-some good and some bad. but i'm just tired of the bad right now. and i may have to BEAT THAT BUTTTT!! lol sike nah. my mom would beat me up. haha.

.wellll that's is for the update on the lizzziiifeee. other than that, i'm just always sleepy and thirsty lol && i randomly eat. idk. just been really busy i guess.