.i'm too complicated. :]

.i want a love like an abstract art piece. i want it to look one way to the world so i don't have to hear what i should do in this or that situation, i wouldn't have to answer why we do this or do that just to satisfy the one looking on. they'd just get that we are abstract and watch our beauty unfold. i want a love that only me and him would understand. we don't have to do things the normal way or the way that looks acceptable to everyone else. we'd do it our way, just a way that only we'd understand. our love would be an empty canvas, waiting for us to draw out our complex, abstracted love.